LOST FAITH

its a mystery where life takes you
And how excruciating it is to stumble on people that will eventually ravage your trust.

Memories, that's all I have left
And a heart, though scarred, I have to take back

The beginning was quite simple
Just like any other friendship that turned into something enchanting

Like a secret place full of fairies and magical creatures
It was the happiest memory i will forever cherish

I will always remember that day I gambled the rest of my life with you
But I'm trying to forget the moment I lost faith

Nawala sa Antipolo

Pix namo sa Antipolo. wahuhuhu sa Antipolo lagi jud ni Swear sa internet shop didto
Nangawala naman pud gud mi as usual. ahaiz.



HmmmMMm alay gatan.aw "kiss ko beh?????" "Ayaw bah, pakyut sako sa cam heheheh"




"HMmmmm, cge gud kisssss."

MMMmmmmmmmmwaaaaaaaaaaaah.. ahahahahahahahhaha




Gipang gutom lang...ahahahahahha

Things You might Not Know About ME

1. I joined Miss Pakusganay(sort of an intramurals for varsitarian Organization in UPLB) and I did an impromptu dance talent. I guess I made a fool of myself but I still end up being the 1st runner-up.. hehehehehehehehe.

2. A week before the Miss Pakusganay, I was the representative in the 100m dash competition and just when I'm about to reach the finish line first "BBBLLAAAaaAAAAGSSS". I got a big ugly scar on my knee. Luckily it was almost gone just in time for the pageant and also with a little help of make up and flawless. :)

3. I was dragged(kinda) by a motorcycle and got 16stitches on my forehead. I have been an honor student since then. wahahahahaha

4. Again I was dragged(kinda) by a bicycle this time.(I wouldn't tell it was my brother's fault. hehehe) Anyway we ran back home because my tummy was bleeding, my feet was bleeding I was so scared.

5. I have three moles near my left shoulder forming an equilateral triangle. Sometimes I think it has magical powers HAHAHAHA.

6. I sometimes get allergies when I super miss someone. I turn red all over and then I vomit everything I eat so you better not make me miss you so much.

7. I don't eat carrots the smell make me sick uggghhh.

8. Pinag lihi ako sa frog?????hehehehe. maybe maybe not but my father couldn't stop eating froggy frog when my mom was pregnant with me. ahahahahaha.

9. I'm an expert in Super Mario(family computer, nintendo, super nintendo, nintendo 64.. you name it) hmMmm except the recent nintendo's I really don't have any chance to own or play with it but when it comes to Mario I'm a fast learner.

10. My head shape is weird. You wouldn't notice it unless you feel it yourself. hehehehe. Again I think it has super powers.. hahahahaha

Now you know.......

Perfume:The story of a murderer

wa pa ko kita ani nga salida pero mangita jud ko ani. murag nindot man gud ug storya kai usa xa ka sikat ata sa linya sa pag himo perfume. dawbee kai murag na obsessed xa ba sa humot sa pag ka dalaga den wla xa source kung aha nya pangitaon na nga baho. didto na daun nag sugod naa na ka 12 nag bae missing ug naa pa kulang sa iyang pahumot. hehehe pang psycho au na mga plot bah. nindot pud bya kai la ta kabalo unsa jud mahitabo.

kung naa mo ani pahulam beeEeeh. ug wla pangita napud mo.. ahahahah

Paglabay sa Basurahan

Naa ko pangutana.. Nganong daghan man ayo mga basura sa kilid2 sa dalan, sa sidewalk, sa mga park ug uban pang public nga lugar? ngano man? Unsa naba jud diay kalisod mangita ug basurahan ug dito daun ilabay?
Cge mag imagine ta ha. Musulod ka sa usa ka nindot nga mall, kita ka naay basura sa kilid2? wla man diba? Imagina, naa ka sa mall nagkaon ka ug ice cream pag kahurot sa ice cream asa man nimo ibilin?(grabe na jud nang tao na mutubag ani ug ibalay lang sa salog, wa na gyud nay buot) Diba, ibilin mn nato sa lamisa nga atong gkan.an kay naa man manlimpyo or ug galakaw2 ka mangita man daun ka basurahan after. Mao nang common mahitabo kai una(kung sa lamisa nato ibilin) naa mn manlimpyo, sayon rapud xa hinluan, ikaduha dili nato ilabay sa salog sa mall kai di mn basurahan ang salog. Nindot baya kai tiles pajud. Pero ngano man ug naa ta sa gawas, sa atong MOTHER EARTH, mkaya man nato mag labay????? Basurahan ba atong panan.aw sa atong ginapuy.an????? Dinhi baya ta ga puyo tanan. OO naay mga lugara na naa gapanghinlo pero dili man sa tanang panahon gasunod kini gapanghinlo kanato. ug gagasto pa jud atong gobyerno para mag pasweldo aning mga tawo nga gapanilhig tunga sa kainit sa adlaw. Ug dili na lang diay kita mag labay ug basura bisan asa??? diba?
Daghan na ayo mga movement to save mother earth. mag suot green, mag palong suga for 1hr para maka save, mag dala ug own bag ug mag groceries. oo makatabang gyud kani. Mutuo na unta ko na daghan na sa ato concern sa environment pero mag baklay ko sa ubang lugara, daghan mn lagi gyapon basura??? Sugod nursery pata, gitudlo naman unta sa ato na sa basurahan ilabay ang basura. hangtud karon wa pa japon na nato natun.an????

diskriminasyon. wahehehehe

Nag adto ko aning isa ka fastfood na ang ngalan kai tooooOooot. Ug sa dihang nasakit kaau ko. Grabe nga diskriminasyon na akong naatubang. SAKIT! Di mn nako sala ug dili ko kapalit ug mahalon nga mga cellphone. Ug di sad jud nako hilig mag sunod anang mga uso na unit. Basta maka text pa, payts nana sako.
Nahitabo ni siya sa usa ka nindot man unta tong adlawa. Dili init, dili pud tugnaw sakto lang jud siya. Medyo hangin2 pud to. Unya nisulod ko ani nga fastfood, kaon2. HmmMMm lami bya ilang mga pagkaon. Daun nakakita ko na naa sa dingding nakabutang na pwede mag charge ug libre. Gitan.aw nako unsa to, mga Ipod, psp diay pwede i.charge. Naa pud mga plug sa palibot , akong gicharge daun ang battery sakong pdvd player. Nkadumdum daun ko na lowbat na diay to akong cellphone. Kung naa sila pang charge sa mga Ipod ug uban pa , naa pud tali para sa cellphone diba? Nangita ko, tua diay sa pikas dingding. Naa mana nanghinlo didto, naghulat sa ko na munaog siya kai naa mn ko sa 2nd floor, 2floors man to ila fastfood. Gibati man gud ko ug kaulaw ba kai nakichrge ug dvd player daun makicharge pajud ug cellphone. hehehehe! Pag naug niya duol daun didto kung asa pede mag charge. Aguy pag doul nako kai.......
kabantay ba mo nga ang mga bag.ong model karon sa nokia kai kanang nipis na ang charger, mao rana ang naa didto katong nipis. Kibali mga bag.ong model ra pede i.charge didto. Grabe, di gyud lugar pede ang mga karaan. AggAAaay SAKIT kaau. pero hinuon naa man sab mga plug so katong mga karaan na model sa nokia, kelangan pa nato mag dala ug charger ug ato daw iplug didto ayha maka charge. Ayay. diskriminasyon gyud.. Pero grabe noh.. libre na gani mureklamo pa jud ahahahahahahah. Mao rato.

Harry Birthday

Happy Birthday Bes.

Malipayong Adlaw natawhan Carly and Jessa

Carly
Nag close jud mi ani nya...
AmmMmm...;)
Malipayon ayo ni nga tawo
Ug pilosopo sab tsk2.
Anyway, Happy Birthday Ka.
Stay happy....

Jessa
Haloo Jess,
Althou wla jud kaau ta nagka close
we still had moments na gauban
and those are happy ones.

Godbless to you both.
;)

Forgotten

I have forgotten my past
Yes, I have
Why wont you believe me?
I am trying...
I am trying to forget
And I will keep running from the light
Avoiding every hint of reflection
Scared to see myself
I might see something that isn't me
I was once the beauty of the sky
Full of vibrant colors
Smiling after every rain
But what I am now
I do not know
Where I stand in your life
I do not know
You came
And it never stopped raining
You never gave me the chance to be that rainbow again

And I have forgotten it.

I have forgotten how not to love you
This is me now
I am a shadow
I'll always be hiding from the light
or I'll be gone forever.

Tiny dash that matters

"There'll be two dates on your tombstone

And all your friends will read 'em

But all that's gonna matter is that little dash between 'em..."

- Kevin Welch

FoOOogs in Bukidnon

atubangan sa among balay

kilid sa among balay

luyo sa among balay... heheheh

nice noh? I miss my home

Wherever I may roam
.....
I long to go back HOME.

Akong SyDkik...hehehe

Summer Youth Camp of 2009 "YIFI at 40: Celebrating by Serving, serving without wavering! Persevering to infrom reform and form the Church Together"

Kadalasan sa mga magagandang pangyayari ay nag sisismula sa masinsinang pagpaplano....




nais ko pong ipakilala ang natatanging si Kuya Ronald.









si Palang at si Mark(with the monster float na MONSTER JUD) xenxa na ala ko picture sa uban na nag attend ani nga meeting.
















Habang lumilipas ang mga araw ay papalapit narin ang pinaka hihintay........

Ito ang simula ng tatlong
makabuluhang
araw sa sinumang tumugon sa aming panawagan.

Tatlong Araw ng........











karunungan...

Pakikinig...

pagkakaibigan...

pagtitiwala...

kasiyahan...

commitment...

at higit sa lahat pagmamahalan...





















AT PANANAMPALATAYA






at sana po ang tatlong araw na ito ay simula lamang ng isang mas matibay na samahan.





Hayaan nating umalab

sa ating mga puso ang apoy
at naway magpatuloy tayo
sa pag seserbisyo
na walang pag aalinlangan........

Polar Bears

Me and the Polar Bears.. aheheheh peace kuya Ronald(you belong.. hehehe)

AnG Pagdako..

mao
ning
dagwaya
wa pai ka

muwang muwang sa kalibutan
















ug sa
pagsugod
sa mag
problema.
nakat.on xa muhilak

Ug sa pag
hubog2
hehehehe
na naka smyl

Ug sa
iyang
pag dako
usa na xa sa
mga secret agent
sa Pinas
PALOS.. hehehe

Ug gina tago
pud niya ang
iyang tinuod na pag katao.
wlang iba kundi nag nag iisang

DYOSA.... ahahahahahaha

REMINISCING THE PAST...NINDOT KAAU BASAHON..child of the 50's(got this from my mail.. salamat sa nag send heheh)

TO ALL FOLKS WHO WERE BORN IN THE

1950's, 60' s, 70's and early 80's !!

First, some of us s urvived being born to mothers who did not have an OB-Gyne and drank San Miguel Beer while they carried us.

While pregnant, they took cold or cough medicine, a te balikutsa, bukhayo and didn't worry about diabetes.






Then after all that trauma, our baby cribs were made of hard wood covered with lead-based paints, ang uban kay dujan nga habol gihigtan ug pisi nga inigtabjog ug kusog ma pakong intawon ta sa bongbong.






We had no soft cushy cribs that pla y music, no disposable diapers (lampin lang sa General Milling nga naa'y faded picture nga nag-salute), and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, no kneepads, wala pa gyu'y break ang bisikleta.






As children, we would ride in hot un-airconditioned buses with wooden seats (Matrans Bus nga pultahan puros ang kilid, Mactrans Bus nga senimana ang brake), or cars with no airconditioning & no seat belts (karon kay Minibus na nga nindot kaajo ug sounds nga bugnaw ug aircon)






Riding on the back of a carabao on a breezy summer day was considered a treat. (karon; ang mga bata wa na kaila ug Kabaw)






We drank water from the garden hose and NOT bottled mineral water sa Nature Spring or Viva, or Absolute Mineral water (usahay gani, straight from the faucet or poso or sag ub!)


We shared one soft drink bottle with four of our friends, and NO ONE actually died from this... Or contacted hepatitis.






We ate rice with star margarine, bahaw nga gibutangan ug asin ug mantika sa baboy, drank raw eggs straight from the shell, and drank sofdrinks with real sugar in it (dili diet coke or Pepsi Max), but we weren't sick or overweight kay......






WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!!






We would leave home in the morning and play all day, and get back when the streetlights came on. Syatom, Iro iro ay, Bagol, Katibo.






No one was able to reach us all day ( wala pa'y uso ang cellphone) . And yes, we were O.K.






We would spend hours building our wooden trolleys (kadtong bearing ang ligid) or Karitong Kawajan nga karaang tsinilas ang giporma nga ligid and then ride down the street , wala ma'y gidungog nga naligsan atoh! After hitting the sidewalk or falling into a canal (sewage channel) a few times, we learned to solve the problem ourselves with our bare & dirty hands .






We did not have Playstations, Nintendo's, X-boxes, no video games at all, no 100 channels on cable, no DVD movies, no surround stereo, no IPOD's, no cell phones, no computers, no Internet, no chat rooms, and no Friendsters. ........ ...WE HAD REAL FRIENDS and we went outside to actually talk and play with them!




We fell out of trees, got cut, broke bones and teeth and there were n o stupid lawsuits from these accidents. The only rubbing we get is from our friends with the words...sakit bai ? pero kung kontra gani nimo ang imong kaduwa,,,,singgitan ra dajon ug..Maajo,Gabaan!




We played marbles (holen) in the dirt , washed our hands just a little and ate Pan skylab & Bagumbayan Batoon (recycled bread man diay to kay wala mahalin!) We were not afraid of getting germs in our stomachs.




We had to live with homemade guns (giporma nga kahoy, gihiktan ug garter ug lastiko) , pitik ug uban pa nga pwedeng magkasakitay. Pero lingaw gihapon kaajo ang tanan.

We made up games with sticks ( syatom ), and cans ( Iro iro ay)and although we were told they were dangerous, wala man jud to'y actual nga nabuta bah, hupong nuon sa agtang naa.



We walked, rode bikes, or took tricycles to a friend's house and knocked on the door or batoon ug gagmay nga bato ang bungbong, or just yelled for them to jump out the window!




Mini basketball teams had tryouts and not everyone made the team. Those who didn't pass had to learn to deal with the disappointment. Wala pa nang mga childhood depression ug damaged self esteem ek-ek ra na. Ang maglagot, pildi.




Ang mga Ginikanan naa ra sa daplin para motan-aw ra sa duwa sa mga bata, dili para manghilabot ug makig-away sa ubang parents.




That generation of ours has produced some of the best risk-takers, problem solvers, creative thinkers and successful professionals ever! They are the CEO's, Engineers, Doctors and Military Generals of today.




The past 50 years have been an explosion of innovation and new ideas.




We had failure, success, and responsibility. We learned from our mistakes the hard way.












You might want to share this with others who've had the luck to grow up as real kids. We were lucky indeed.




And if you like, forward it to your kids too, so they will know how brave their parents were.




It kind of makes you wanna go out and climb a tree, doesn't it?!






PS - The big letters are because your eyes may not be able to read this if they were typed any smaller (at your age? Duh!).

Illusion

Do me a favor
Just tell me that its over
i cant end this myself
i just cant say goodbye to you
it will cost me my life
stop this
its all nonsense to you
please end it
please end it silently
so that i wouldn't notice
i cant lose this illusion of having you
you give me purpose
you give me my existence
yet you gave me nothing but pain.