Forgotten

I have forgotten my past
Yes, I have
Why wont you believe me?
I am trying...
I am trying to forget
And I will keep running from the light
Avoiding every hint of reflection
Scared to see myself
I might see something that isn't me
I was once the beauty of the sky
Full of vibrant colors
Smiling after every rain
But what I am now
I do not know
Where I stand in your life
I do not know
You came
And it never stopped raining
You never gave me the chance to be that rainbow again

And I have forgotten it.

I have forgotten how not to love you
This is me now
I am a shadow
I'll always be hiding from the light
or I'll be gone forever.